Friday, September 18, 2009

Day 3:

Yikes, I have been so busy today. I think I planned my day to be this occupied so that I wouldn't be able to stop and eat, lol.

I don't know why, but I feel in a funk. I think I psyched myself out when I lost two pounds because I weighed myself today and I am fucking 113. :-( I haven't even eaten a single fucking thing. :-( Urgh, sigh. I mean, I guess it could be water weight. I have purposely been trying NOT to drink too much water for that reason, but, I don't have any other plausible explanation to why I gained a pound.

Tomorrow is day four and I feel like giving up. I won't (don't worry). I have this deal with myself. I told myself that if I can fast for four days then I can allow myself to buy one MAC cosmetic item per fast. So far, I have earned two cosmetic items. Wednesday (Day 1) didn't count because I had three bites of food (which, I know it was only three freakin' bites), but my reasoning is that in order to get anywhere with my goals I need to be strict. So, hopefully I will do awesome tomorrow to turn that 2 into 3 awesome make-up items!!

Well, off to bed...

<3

4 comments:

Stick Thin said...

yay for you! I love Mac make up. beautiful colors

obsessionperfection said...

i am sorry that you are a little discouraged. but its okay =]

you can finish this!! =]

Strength said...

keep it up! good luck!
EMPTINESS IS STRENGTH
xoxo
-Strength

Stella Starver said...

You're doing awesome. You totally deserve the 3 MAC items. Keep it up, girl!

((hugs))