Monday, September 7, 2009

Quiz Wiz

I snagged this from Brune (Brune, I love your blogs by the way). Fill one out for yourself if you have time. :-)

Age: 21

Height: 5’1”

Weight: 114 lbs

BMI: 21.54

Dress Size: size 4, but depending on the jeans I can squeeze into a size 2

Highest Weight: 122 lbs

Lowest Weight: 112 lbs

Goal Weight: 9 lbs

Favorite Diet Food: Fruits and vegetables *num, num*

Favorite Binge Food: Sadly, chocolate

Favorite Exercise: Bikrams yoga (such a good work out- too bad it is so expensive)

Favorite Thinspo: Hip-bones fo' so'

Where Do You Slip Up: Friends *sigh*

When Did It Start: Middle school, but my will power was weak back then

Does Anyone Know: Nope, and I plan to keep it that way

Do You Want Help: If you'd like to hire me a good plastic surgeon I would looove the help, lol *wink, wink* jk

How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day: Typically, 800 calories

What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror: Somebody I wish wasn't me :-(

Are You In A Relationship: No :-(

Are You The Fat Or Thin One Out Of Your Friends: Depends on which friends I am hanging out with

Are You Depressed: No

Ever Tried To Commit Suicide: No

Ever Been To A Psychologist: No

I am:
[ ] anorexic
[ ] ednos
[ ] bulimic
[ ] living off diet pills
[ ] hungry
[x] thirsty
[x] drinking something
[ ] Under 100lbs
[ ] starving yourself
[ ] participating in a fast

[ ] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] call me fat
[x] say I’m skinny
[?] say I’m ugly
[x] say I’m pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[x] force me to eat
[ ] say I eat too much
[ ] wish I’d eat more
[ ] don’t know I’m anorexic/bulimic/ednos

I wish:
[x] I was THIN
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn’t have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[x] I was under 110 lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[x] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty
[ ] I could stop being ana/mia

I love:
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[ ] shaking
[ ] being weak
[x] losing weight
[ ] being anorexic/bulimic
[ ] green tea
[ ] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

[x] I am shorter than 5’4
[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes
[x] I have many scars
[ ] I tan easily
[x] I wish my hair was a different color
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
[x] I have a tattoo
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[ ] I have/had braces
[ ] I wear glasses
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[x] I have more than 2 piercings
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[x] I have freckles

[x] I’ve sworn at my parents
[ ] I’ve run away from home
[ ] I’ve been kicked out of the house
[ ] My biological parents are together
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old
[x] I want to have kids someday
[ ] I’ve had children
[ ] I’ve lost a child

[x] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry
[x] I’ve peed from laughing
[x] I’ve snorted while laughing
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried
[ ] I’ve glued my hand to something
[ ] I’ve laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose
[ ] I’ve had my trousers rip in public

[x] I’m single
[ ] I’m in a relationship
[ ] I’m engaged
[ ] I’m married
[ ] I’ve gone on a blind date
[x] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper
[ ] I miss someone right now
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment
[x] I’ve cheated in a relationship
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
[x] I’ve kept something from a past relationship

[ ] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] I’ve had a crush on a teacher
[x] I am a cuddler
[x] I’ve been kissed in the rain
[x] I’ve hugged a stranger
[x] I have kissed a stranger

[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t
[x] I’ve snuck out of my house
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game
[x] I’ve cheated on a test
[ ] I’ve been suspended from school

Bad Times:
[x] I’ve consumed alcohol
[ ] I regularly drink
[ ] I can’t swallow pills
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression
[x] I shut others out when I’m upset
[ ] I take anti-depressants
[ ] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS
[ ] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose
[ ] I’m addicted to self harm
[x] I’ve woken up crying
[x] I’ve lost weight
[x] I’ve gained weight
[x] My weight holds me back
[x] Weight consumes me
[x] I’m at my thinnest
[ ] I’m at my biggest
[x] I’ve lost weight and kept it off
[x] I’ve lost weight but gained it back
[x] My weight affects my mood
[x] I weigh myself daily
[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[x] I thrive on compliments
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[ ] I feel happy when I’m hungry
[x] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I’ve skipped a meal
[x] I’ve thrown food away
[x] I’ve spit food out
[x] I’ve fasted
[x] I’ve taken diet pills
[ ] I’ve used laxatives
[ ] I’ve purged
[x] I exercise
[x] I exercise so I can eat
[sometimes] I work out secretly
[x] I work out daily
[x] I exercise to counteract eating
[ ] I’ve fainted from exhaustion

I’ve done:
[ ] Weed
[x] Cigarettes
[x] Alcohol
[x] Diet pills
[ ] Pain killers
[ ] Anti-depressants
[ ] Ecstasy
[ ] LSD
[ ] Mushrooms
[ ] Speed
[ ] Cocaine
[ ] Other
[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I have a ED blog
[x] I look at thinspo
[x] I collect thinspo
[x] I condone pro-ana/mia sites
[x] I count calories
[ ] I’ve had negative intake days
[x] I avoid food
[x] I hate food
[x] I love food
[x] I want to be this way
[ ] I don’t want to be like this
[x] I wish I could have more control
[ ] Being thin is my top priority
[x] I don’t want to get better
[ ] I am in treatment
[x] I’m doing this for me
[x] I’m doing this for someone
[x] I’m doing this to prove myself


Anonymous said...

Thanks dear! I like your posts too. It would be awesome that everyone around here did this.

Take care

Savory Sweet said...

ooooh so interesting. Thanks for sharing. I might have to steal this and cite it back to you :)

ShrinkingSlowly said...

Yea! We're in a similar place height and weight=wise!
My worst enemy is chocolate too.

btw. I heart your thinspo pics. They're beautiful!

zipped.lipped said...

Why thank you, :-) I absolutely adore Jessica Stam.

That is awesome that we are similar in our height to weight ratio. It gives an extra boost of encouragement knowing there is someone "like" me (body type wise) who is trying to do this too. I know we can do it. :-)